For some reason I thought the pain and low energy I feel from the radiation treatment would suddenly disappear with the last session. Boy, was I wrong. Ok, I knew it wouldn’t go away overnight, but I was really hoping it would go away within a few days.

I’ve felt worse the last few days than during treatment. How can that be?

My understanding is that the radiation is cumulative and is still working long after the sessions are over. That’s the reason the doctors don’t do the physical exam and other tests right away. I have an appointment in mid April with the surgeon to determine what comes next. Next? I thought this was it. We’ll see.

Anyway, I’m spending my days alternating between sleep, reading, watching movies, blogging, writing my ebook on cancer, and sitting on my front porch wrapped in a fleece blanket on my LaFuma chair (I purchased it for doing Reflexology). Oh, I can’t wait to get back to doing more active things.

I spent most of yesterday writing the book. I felt really good about getting so much accomplished and then I couldn’t sleep last night. I’ve been troubled with insomnia off and on with the cancer treatment (and some before, due to who knows what?).

Maybe my doctor will be able to give me an idea about how long I’ll be feeling this way so I can prepare myself for it.

On Sunday, I went for a walk on the road where we take our dogs. I didn’t make it very far and was quite a slow poke, but it felt really good to get out and move. It’s the small things we (I) often take for granted that I now appreciate more than ever.

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