Yesterday was the beginning of the second round of chemo. I have the 24/7 home pump version and get it removed on Friday. Using earplugs at night helps to block out the every 30 second hum of the pump. Maybe some of you who have had this don’t pay attention to it, but it can be annoying. I pretend it’s singing HU (an ancient name for God) to me.

I’m really doing pretty well with the side effects, so far. The tissue hasn’t started peeling yet, but the doctor says that will likely happen by next week. I will also get to look forward to a few days off to let the skin heal. That doesn’t hurt my feelings, lol. The dietition suggested that I start drinking a product called Juven. It has HGB, L-Glutamine and L-Arginine and helps promote wound heeling. It’s really working well for me as I haven’t had to take but 1/2 of a pain pill in the last week.

My sisters were here from Texas and Alaska for two weeks (with 3 days that overlapped, which worked out nicely). We had a great time together; catching up, watching movies, just being together and they made a slip cover for my sofa. It was a project I had been intending on doing myself, but just hadn’t had the energy for. It turned out so beautiful and looks like I had the sofa reupholstered instead of just slipcovered.

One of the lessons I’ve learned from this experience is how important it is to let the people in your life know how much you love them. I believe that’s a one of the biggest lessons we’re here to learn anyway; how to give and receive love. So, the other side of it is receiving love. It seems like it’s easy to do, but when it comes down to it, how many times do I refuse help from people who care for me because I either don’t want to be a burden or I don’t want to give up my independence. It’s important to allow other people the opportunity to give.

I’ve received many calls and cards in the mail from friends and family. It’s one thing to send warm loving thoughts (which I’m not meaning to diminish at all) and quite another to actually do something physical like sending a card or making a call. We live in a physical world and need those tangible displays of affection. My message is to let people do things for you even if you think you can still do it all for yourself.

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